How could you possibly expect me to make the first move, while the facts is you the guys- and you should do it first? I'm hanging for the moment, leave me alone!
Ermm, can someone pick me a pretty dress for tmmr?! I cant decide what to wear, till I called up Bestfriend to help me! Argg, sorry bestfriend for causing yo too much trouble. Gee! Okay bye,,, going for a DATE tmmr! shiver = G
Just got back home from school, well not actually from school- after lesson me and the classmates proceed to PS. And I've been wanting this fragrance from Paris Hilton, the smell is like OHH MYY GODD =D Then out of sudden I saw this cute curly fries with a brand new bangss, standing near MacDonald trying to figure out something- alas! It's bestfriend with her boyfriend. hahahas! Check-check, she was searching her $150 handphone voucher. hahah! had a short conversation, and off we went separate wayss. Today sch was per normal, nothing much going arnd- it's just that all urf the class were planning for some, partyy in the class nxt week. Hopefully everything will goes smoothly with the plans.
I'm so into "boom boom pow"! I just ended my 2hour conversation with bestfriend, and she told me that the song "boom boom pow" was like "I gotta kit kat, I gotta kit kat"- which actually it was something like "Gotta get that" that Liana is such a laugh! haha. Anyway, I miss today school.. Cause I've been down by a high fever, and was sent home straight- and the doctor nearly transfer me to the hospital. Cheebye. haha! My nose kept on bleeding today, cause my body temperature is so damn high- and mom kept on asking me to drink Coconut! Ewwww, grosss. It's like the taste of a elephant shit, haha.. As if I've eaten an elephant shit before! haha. And thanks to bestfriend for cheering me up, my fever is all gone. haha, done!
I didn't thought it will turn out that wayy. I find that every love story will starts with a friendship, and every heartBroken will starts will a love story- and here's the reason whyy I'm still single. At times I would think to myself- "why can't I be strong just like bestfriend?".. Bestfriend has gone thru a break up section before, and it takes nearly half a year for her to get over it. While me?.. Enough said! But still I'm happy to see the way liana is, she's so happy ever since she moved out from her school- she always told me that she cant get over with her ex. Cause where ever she goes, its him that she sees! And she even moved on with her life as pernormal, usually she always grownded herself. And she even met the new shining amour, all thanks to me- without me ziqry & liana will never knew each other. They are living in a two worlds apart, but still they are strong- how I wished their love story would happen to me too! haha- and liana, thanks for cheering me up! You are like the best bestfriend I ever had, you never fails to be there when I was DEAD, and you were the only person who sees me- when I was invisible. And yes,, I need you to keep me strong- I can say you are the most strongest person I ever met.

Even though you was born to have a medical condition, you'll never given up life! And I would never be slashing myself again, if you wasn't there to safe me- you are like the sun and a sister to me. Thanks again Liana!
There will be a family gathering today at my crib's, and Im so fucking hate it so much. Cause I've to do some spring cleaning, how I wish spring cleaning is simple? Anyway, today's food was pretty awesome. It's more western than culture, and mom is cooking fish and chip! Yeay. Gonna post the picture at my multiply site, you guys just check it out yeah?

And I'll be only link my bestfriend, no more no less! Get it people? I love my betsfriend, you got a problem with that?
I've deleted my previous post, this time I'll be blogging more serious! Lately I've been making this blog as a junk, yehhh sorry aite? Anyway, I'll be going to Beijing nxt month, on the June holiday- with my school. Dang I just can't waitt! Woots, anyway exam are still not over- guess this is it, gotta get bck to revision. And bestfriend, though we bth are far apart- doesn't mean I forgotten all about you, meet you soon bestfriend.
Lenka Monica


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